In my last post I wrote about cravings and the one before that about cheating. Well... all of that has done me in. I am at a huge weight loss stall and it is all my fault. I am cheating horribly. I have it in my head that if it doesn't hurt my stomach than it's okay. Of course I know I am wrong!!! But with the new anxiety I am getting from the excess hormones my body is getting rid of, I am really on an emotional roller coaster. I need to purge my house of all the No-No food. I am stuck at 237.4 pounds. Yes, that is a lot of weight lost but the stall and my head games are ruining the chance I have to help this tool do it's job. I need a hero and it needs to be me!!!
On a good note, I am down two pants sizes and one shirt size (i like my shirts baggy). I also bought some new underwear. That in itself was a huge victory as I hate spending money on myself. But it feels great knowing I am smaller. I just need to get back on the train going in the right direction. All Aboard!!!!!
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